I read the articles and the books and the blog posts from the mothers who tried to conceive for years and then just as they were about to give up, voilà! Pregnant! I think the only reason I never completely let him go is because of the miracles. even if the thought of him being a father doesn’t include me being a mother.
When I think about Graham being a father someday, it always makes me smile. He’d fall in love and he could make a baby and he’d be able to rejoin that circle of life that I ripped him out of. He would be sad if I left him, but he’d meet someone new. I think about how much time Graham is wasting by being with me. It’s weird, having thoughts of divorcing someone I’m in love with.
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